Wednesday, January 28

You have to know the rules to know when to break them.

word of the day: stimulate.
dont ask why. i'm not telling. thats between me and a chosen few. *chuckles*

i am convinced that sulyap-lahi is an excuse to torture us. my friends have stated that its just another way to profit at our expense, covered up by making it seem like its educational. i am inclined to agree. if we learned anything from this, its that school sucks. but most of us already know that anyway.

camille, alex, maecy, therese, bea and i ended up bumming around in the ballet studio in the basement of the auditorium nearly all day. issa dropped in on us for a while, but didnt stick around for too long. we ate, sang songs, and talked. therese and maecy left us only once to practice their song, bea twice to practice their dance. me, camille and alex werent called at all. by the afternoon, we were all so bored, we used each other as pillows and fell asleep. we were dead to the world for couple of hours. most of us woke at the same time, camille was the only one left slumbering. she was resting on alex's thigh, which started to ache. so i offered to take her place. we managed to lift her camille's head and settle it down again on my leg without waking her. alex then made to move away, but camille was clutching her pants. hard. i pried of her fingers from the fabric as gently as i could. i succeeded, and alex was free. but as soon as i had done so, camille took my hand into a firm grip. it felt...i dont know how to describe it. it was the closest i had gotten to her in weeks, months. i was almost sad when she finally woke up...

...i need to get some school work done. i've been procrastinating for forever.