There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
-Seether

i knew the situation. i knew how she felt. i was going through almost the same thing, if not the exact same thing.

was life so unfair? was fate so cruel?
hn. i was laughing. i was cynical.

and that made her feel worse.
damn. i'm the bastard.

i stared out into the darkness outside my window. a hundred thoughts were racing through my mind, and one of them stood out.
wouldnt it be easier if i just disappeared...?
i glanced at my wrist. a thin dark line... and its pale twin on the other side...
no. i wont fuck up.

"don't ever stop loving me?"
she shouldnt have to ask.