Remember how we laughed
Until we cried
At the most stupid things
Like we were so high
But love was all that we were on
We belong
-Rivermaya

sometimes i feel like i'm just walking on this earth aimlessly. like every day is just something i have to get over with. like i dont... belong... anywhere.

i've wondered... what it would be like to see the world through another's eyes. i stand face to face with someone... what exactly does the person see from her vantage point... and think... and feel... about everything.
does she feel as lost as me?

how does cami take sitting by the mother she loathes, telling her about her day? how does mars go home to an empty house? how does kuya jonie survive problems that come simutaneously and consecutively in every shape and form you can think of?

i dont know how to reach out to cami anymore. i dont know hot to reach out any furthur to mars. i dont how to even begin reaching out to kuya jonie.

so where do i go?
i retreat...
back into my own world. i dont belong...

but at least there's still one pillar i have to lean on... a big part of that world.