And I want to get free
Talk to me
I can feel you fallin'
And I wanted to be
All you need
Somehow here is gone
-Goo Goo Dolls

"...baka matuloy yung dati kong plano."
at first i was confused. then i realized what that meant.
firstly, she was really opening up to me again.
secondly, she was in really deep shit again.

i listened. within the vehicle, emotions were ricocheting, but they were very well hidden. a habit between the two of us. she was being pushed to her limits. i dont know how much longer it'll take before she breaks. i didnt want to stop her this time. but i did anyway...


the first person i ever considered hating was that saddistic psycho bitch. she doesnt deserve the title "mom".