I'm twisted cuz one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on
On the other side I wanna break down and cry
-Usher

the show wasnt so bad. but it seemed never ending, which managed to get on my nerves. i wanted to stone the performers off the stage. i wonder if the a-team (who were seated right behind me) read my thoughts through my groans.

i remembered being on the opposite side of the penthouse last year for the turnover. well, the tables had turned. chesca went over with me to call cata while i called for cel. giving of tokens, hugs, laughs, and butt slapping. then ayi sang burn, which earned many laughs.

we kinda lingered around just a bit, i got to see most leave. it didnt quite occur to me till a little later that i wouldnt be seeing them so much anymore.