This is Beija day.
-Mom

lalaine called before i could even look for breakfast. talked about the previous day. i'm hopeful.
got to eat. took a bath. bummed around a bit until we went to have lunch with lola, coz she was leaving for canada. on the way there, mom and dad talked about india... i tried to block it out. didnt wanna think about that right now. at the table, they were all joking about being old. it made me wonder a bit about how what i'd be like...in the future. well, i didnt really wanna bother with those thoughts either.
when we finished, we decided to go to rockwell. they bought me a new discman. dropped by seattle's best. javanilla as usual. spotted therese on the way too.

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had a crying session at night. exhausted me. but... at the end... i was refreshed too.